Oh, please la!

Hey guys, how's your wonderful day? Ermm tired of working? Yea, me too, but that is what we suppose to do for life. Hehe.

Today after work, I went to Sushi King for dinner. I was kinda starving even I had my lunch back in the afternoon. Haha! The restaurant is quite uncrowded, there were only about half of the tables occupied. I did enjoying eating in that kind of situation. Peace of mind ;)

Out of sudden, a young Malay couple came and sat at a table next to me. At first, I didn't bother them, but, until I heard the girl voice sounds so annoying and she spoke loudly, like very gedik one. It goes like this..

"Sayang, kenapa menu sushi king sekarang dah sikit? Tak macam dulu kan?"

I took a glance at her. She is blonded hair, thin and not so fair, quite tanned haha.. She reminds me of Liyana Jasmay character, manja gedik gitu. But Liyana is natural, this girl very plastic!

I was like, urghhh..come on, u baru keluar dr gua ke? or u nak bagitau semua org dlm sushi king ni yg u baru balik oversea ke? huhu..

Few minutes after that, I heard other words..

"Sayang try la ni, sedap tau, baby suapkan nak?"

"Sayang jahat tau letak banyak wasabi dalam shoyu ni, pedas!"

Urghhh lemas listening to her! I finished up my meal as soon as I can, and get out from there. Haha! Bukan apa, I don't want anymore sin mengata the girl. Haha!

Just two cents from me.

By the way, the meal was awesome like always. Love, love, love Sushi King!

Clockwise from left top : Chuka Iidako, Chuka Kurage, Fried Salmon, Chuka Chinmi.
Also, a cup of hot green tea :)

"i think this is too much"

I wasn't actively into neither blog writing nor blog walking, since past few months. My last entry was about a year ago! Don't know why, but yea, maybe I'm not kinda person who love to blogging. Only sometimes I did.

Today, apparently, I think I have to write. Sequencing to the tittle above, this entry emerge to be here because of I think I have to write because I know it is one of the best therapy to get heal of keeping a problem silently. Once, I was told that keeping a problem alone, will make you feel damn bad. You will be stressful, down, demotivated, unmanageable, and all sort of negative things. But, doesn't mean that we have to speak out around about what problem we're facing, but, if we tell to a trustful person or even write it out, I guess thats good enough to make us heal a bit. But, be careful, because not to all we could trust. As a Malay parable says, "Mulut Tempayan", which is lively happen in our community today, yes, they are around us.

Ok, back to the main point.

There are people who looks nice to us, but, talks about us behind. There are  people who treat us nicely, but they do that because of a reason, meaning not sincere enough. There are people who takes advantages from our kindness. I've been through quite horror time recently. Being damned (or oppressed, that is the best word suit) and being slandered. But apart of it, I learned not to trust people easily. The most annoying thing that I found is, the people who damn me seems like not tired to keep burn up the fire between us. That is totally rude and of cause - TOO MUCH! Also, the people never said the word "SORRY" to me, but yet, throwing provocation words. I made a decision to keep silent and set in mind that what past is past, also, I'd forgive for all the wrong and accept this as a fate set by Allah as written at the Luh Mahfuz. In the other words, meaning that, I'm redha. But still, the people seems like not respect me at all. Yes, this is too much! Don't you feel sorry with me even once?

The other thing that I stress with, others who are not supposedly being in the situation also interrupting and take part in spreading the story negatively. That is the most part I frustrated. I know, as my mom told me once, people will always looks for our bad even we did it once, but never remember the good things we did before. People also easily believing to negative things about someone without even figure out the true colors. Thanks mom, I understand it well now. And yea, I will never do anything to this kind of people, as I will always remember your words - "never make revenge every time you feel damn by anybody, just let Allah do that. He's know the best".

What I need to say here is, I can't stand this anymore. I got my own pride. I have my own right. People can't simply damn me. That's it.

I'm tired with all this.